DIM MAK COLLECTION

I really really really love these two shirts that I recently bought firm the dim mak collection.

This one is called the sourlips tank, I love the colors.Its saying "Look at me bitches!"

i got this one just cause it was interesting and....i dunno.I just like it:)

check em out at dimmakcollection.com

Oh, you're as pretty as them! You just need a nose job.

I think I need a nose job.Its too big or too wide. ahaha
just being honest. When i was like 3 or something, my mom went to a Psychic and she said that I was gonna be knwon for my nose. That bitch was right.I dont totally hate my nose. i just think its a little bit too big. But I was thinking if i got plasitc surgery for it, I wouldnt look like me anymore.I might end up looking like this...

We dont want that now do we?No maam. No matter how much i think my nose sucks in a way, its what makes me who i am, and i wouldnt trade that for a whole box of macadamia nut coverd chocolates:)
shit,its too expensive anyways.Id rather buy shoes.

Boredom: the desire for desires.

I definatly desire to get out of Hawaii once again. Im sooo bored with the people and places here, nothing ever changes.Dont get me wrong,i Looooooove Hawaii and I grew up here and all,but seriously, its all still the same shit. It could be fun at time but then its like the same thing all over again. I guess i just get bored easily.Im thinking about leaving again this March back to manila for a few weeks.
I really miss my mum and everything back there so why not right!?
Well see. The ticket is mad cheap too. Real tempting:))))

You ever get bored though?Ive been to parties here and to clubs and all that here, but hmmm.... the vibe is real diffrent. i dont know why. Its like "oh ok" you get it?
like i dont care if i miss out on something here because i already know how its gonna be like. Well, something like that. Anyways,im babbling.sorry.hehe

I think that boredem occurrs form routine, which im not a fan of. But thats something i have to deal with for a while.Ussually wheni get bored, I just end up leaving the place. I really cant do that forever can I!!?! Hopefully L.A has more to offer!:)
Dont get me wrong,I love my life! I just get bored from time to time.And in those times of boredom, i feel like its time being wasted. Noone wants to waste time when we dont know how much time we have left.


WE WERE NEVER BEING BORING..........

LOUNGE WHORES:)

MY FRIEND AND I AT THE MACYS RESTROOM LOUNGE.




JUST BECAUSE WE CAN.
the song is so rich,so preety by mickey avalon

BANGIN' BANGS

I REAAAALLLLLLLY want my hair to be like kate moss's but it never wants to cooperate.
BIG BANGS look kinda crazy on me and makes my nose look bigger, but whatever imma cut it anyways.

TIME IS NEVER WASTED WHEN YOUR WASTED ALL THE TIME

Now im only 18 years of age, but for the past year or so, Ive experienced soooooo much with Alcohol.When i lived in Manila, I was amazed and more shocked about how much these kids my age and younger drank soooo much.I didnt even know it was legal. I wasnt even a drinker at all when I moved there at 17. I think i only had one drink before moving there.
Anyways, Why do young kids drink so much?? is it all for getting drunk?or do they like the taste of it??why do you drink? why do I drink??


"Candy Is dandy, But liquor Is quicker"

I guess sometimes my friends and I drank to get drunk,but most of the time, we really did like the taste of the whiskey or the gin or whatever it was we were drinking. I remember my last couple months left in Manila were the craziest! Everyone just went crazy and crazier with the drinking. It was constsntly every night. Oh the memeories! We would start drinking at bars 12 in the afternoon till whenever we couldnt take it anymore. It was all alot of fun.Too much fun i think.
Im not saying that alcohol is the answer and that you need it to have fun, Im just saying that it became a norm for us.It became a thing lke drinking soda.Horrible right!!!!?
I'll tell you now,my firends and i drink a lot. I mean a lot. We would go to school with hangovers the next morning! It was crazy,but then again we are young and honestly we didnt give a fuck:)
Now that im back in hawaii, I dont drink muh anymore. i guess its for the better bacause it was getting kiinda outta hand, but when i get back ill know what to look forward to.



Legal drinking age in America is 21,so dont drink kids!:)

I don't know who invented high heels, but all women owe him a lot.

Dior Gladiator
These heels are poppin up everywhere! damn. Even i got a pair.
It aint Dior, but it looks EXACTLY the same. EXACTLY.
its pure Fiercness.

MISSION ACCOMPLISHED

I LOVE YOU MICKEY! WHEN I FOUND OUT HE WAS COMING TO HAWAII, I SWEAR I SHIT MYSELF!
FIRST THING THAT CAME TO MIND WAS: "I HAVE TO MAKE OUT WITH HIM".
ME AND MY BEST FRIEND VANESSA WENT TO HIS CONCERT. I LOVE HER FOR COMING WITH ME CAUSE NO ONE ELSE WOULD:/ WE HAD THE BEST FUCKING TIME EVER! EVERYTHING WENT PERFECT.EXCEPT FOR THE FACT THAT WE GOT STRANDED, BUT THATS OK CAUSE IT WAS ALL WORTH IT IN THE END. AND GUESS WHAT?.....

MAMA WILL BE PROUD. I MADE OUT WITH MICKEY AVALON:)

I DONT CARE IF I HAVE HERPES.I DONT,FOR THE RECORD.
AND ALSO...

HE SIGNED MY BOOOOOBS.TOUCH OF HEAVEN:) HHHAHAAHAHAH
everything i wanted to happen that night, happend. that was a great year ender.

thecobrasnake.com

Surely yall have heard of this site ior seen some of the infamous pictures taken by "mark the Cobrasnake". Im absolutly AMAZED by these photographs. Serioulsy. I would stare at these photos all night wishing that i was where all these parties were at and that i could one day end up on the site. he came to manila when i was living there and i was like "oh.my.god." i wanna get my picutre taken by this bitch! well, shit. i didnt. ahahahah so sad. i didnt get one picture!!!!!
so i was like ok. fuck it. So now im in hawaii and i heard he was gonna be at Mickey Avalons concert (my husband) so i was freaking out! i was gonna get on that site.
well, i made it bitches. i even like talked to him and shit. it was awesome.
enjoy the pics, even though i look like a damn mess.ha


dont you just love my hot pink hat!?

i look insane!

hahah Beardo<3

theres a few more but i loooook too happy and i hate my gap. so yeah...

yay for me:)

FOREVER YOUNG

"Forever young, I want to be forever young,Do you really want to live forever?Forever forever,Forever young, I want to be forever young,Do you really want to live forever?Forever, forever "

i love that song. i had the best time in my youth. I hate getting older. Seriously. I dont like thinking about the responsibilites that await me when im older. Cant i just stay 18 forever?